IT Healer
Biodynamist, Healer, Programmer and former fierce skeptic.
The story of my journey from a ton of pills to healing.
My name is Pavlo, I'm 32 years old. For more than 18 years I have been engaged in web development, starting my path in programming at the age of 13. I have a mathematical mindset, I'm used to trusting only facts and logic. But life showed me that beyond numbers and code there is a whole world of subtle matters that change our reality. This is the story of how a hard skeptic became a healer.
From the age of 22, I was hit by a whole range of diseases: gastritis, pancreatitis, prostatitis, problems with the spine, knees... I had two huge boxes of medicines, like my grandmother.
4 folders of tests, 3-4 operations, powerful antibiotic therapy (drips, injections, pills). Treated one thing - another appeared. The effect was temporary.
I spent about $3000 monthly on doctors and medicines. Ran to clinics in different countries. But there were no serious improvements. In most cases, even the symptoms could not be removed.
This is what my life looked like a few years ago. Every day - a new handful of pills. And I had 2 such boxes.
A gastroenterologist at one of the best clinics in Chisinau looked at my 5 folders of tests and referred me to a psychiatrist. He prescribed antidepressants and tranquilizers.
The result was incredible: all relapses disappeared, symptoms went away in several directions at once!
I started studying psychosomatics. I used to consider books like Louise Hay's nonsense, but when I saw the real effect on myself - I realized that the connection between the psyche and the body is real and justified.
Books on psychosomatics helped understand where diseases come from
My wife turned to an Osteopath with lower back pain. I was skeptical - the previous experience with an osteopath didn't help. But when her pain really went away, I decided to try it myself.
The first two sessions were nothing special. But the third session changed everything.
On the way to the third session, I got into an unpleasant situation with a taxi driver. I arrived angry, scrolling in my head how I should have acted. The osteopath offered to "remove" this situation.
I lay down, recalled the situation. Only 5-10 minutes of work. And at some point I simply could not remember this situation. I knew it happened, but I couldn't immerse myself in it - no feelings, no details.
This was that very "magic pill" that I dreamed of since childhood!
I started going 2 times a week, writing down situations that bothered me. Gradually removed all the negative baggage.
I calmly stopped taking antidepressants. The diseases did not return! What a psychologist worked on for months went away in 10 minutes.
I decided to learn on my own. I completed training with my osteopath, and then at other biodynamics schools.
After deep immersion in the topic, I realized: in osteopathy there are about 10,000 different techniques. But it's not the technique itself that matters - it's the state in which the specialist performs it.
Around and inside our body there is a field - a biofield, an energy field, an aura, the subconscious. It stores information about all our life experience: traumas, emotions, beliefs, programs from ancestors.
We cannot see this field or fix it with instruments, but we can feel it through meditative states. When a person thinks about a problem, tensions arise in the field that are projected onto the body.
Special meditative techniques from classical biodynamics allow you to remove these tensions. Together with them, the body relaxes and changes come on an emotional level.
I continue to engage in web development, but I devote more and more time to healing practice. I see people (mostly online), helping to cope with psychosomatic diseases, anxiety, fears, old grievances and blocks.
My path is proof that even the hardest skeptic can discover the world of subtle matters if they see real results.